Thought that starting all over again would be kinda irritating…to a certain extent yes,it is!! but otherwise it’s pretty gud fun…i feel like blogging…..
Singing has always been a passion for me…whether it’s in the bathroom or on stage… have had my exceptional embarassing moments on stage…had gone to B.I.T.S,pilani and wasn’t really planning to sing at the Western Jam event that was happening…..but like I said music gives me this high which i can’t resist…so well after all the shyness and thanks to gary who was there to push me up cuz the dude i really liked was there too!!!! That was some inspiration…it can actually do wonders!! and no! i wasn’t trying to impress him…fortunately or rather unfortunately he was singing before me and had the guitar…again thanks to gary,who refused to bring the guitar from him..i had to ask him for it so that i could practise…{okay,maybe a lil’ bit of impressing was happenin there 
,had to show i was pro. and all}…so well cute boy finished his solo’s on stage {he was stoned outta his brains and sang 6 songs!!,he took a bludy long time on stage} and before leaving took the mike back from the compere and introduced me on stage!!! for me that was totally shocking and yes overwhelming!!!!{thought#1 that ran through my head was:how the hell does he know my name????} { thought#2 wow!!!! HE knows my name!!!} gary gives me a thumbs up from the crowd….okay before i continue…lemme tell you Pilani’s fest is famous cuz it’s a 24-hour fest..so this event was happening after the rock show at bludy 4:30 A.M…rajasthan tends to get cold and moi wanted to act like stud so never really took anything warm…zizi tet that i am……
anyways,back to the story…
i was super dooper confident about the song….walked onto stage with the guitar and hearing mes amis(french for my friends) howl out my name got even more confident….totally felt like a rock star that time……so i begin by announcing my name,the-well-known-college name,city and the song am gonna sing….ohk all that done am ready to start…fiddle around with the guitar,act totally pro. and all…i look into the audience see my cute guy staring right back at me…..adjust the mike…ask the sound guys to increase the volume on the monitors so i can hear the guitar properly……..am about to begin…….gary begins with the name chant all over again…remaining bunch from college tell her to shutup…they already know my name!! i start…begin with the first line….it’s bludy cold and haven’t got anything warm on so my hands start trembling a teeny weeny bit and am messing around with the guitar…..actually f***ing up the chords on the guitar would be a better statement…i announce to the audience that am having a bit of problems with the sound(stupid excuse)…organizers announce a 5 minute break….i get off stage,gary comes backstage and gives me a jacket…smart buddy knew i was shivering on stage…jo arrives and right behind him is cute guy….i wanna run away from there..”so wats the prob.? the sound seems fine…” says jo. “no dude,there is sum f*** up ya…am tellin u…” i reply. cute guy agrees with me(!!)…and then gary gets out with jo to go check out the sound system…..aware of the fact that cute guy was around i picked up the guitar and tried singing….nuthin seemed to be working….”so…wat exactly is the hitch…u sounded fine while introducing yourself!!” asks cute guy….now i was on the verge of breaking down..never had such a problem ever before….”i’ve forgotten the words…” i reply. and look at him with an innocent embarassed look on my face….cute guy began laughing…right then and there!! {okay now i didnt really have a problem if he wanted to laugh at me…it was funny…and i was actin super stud also.. cudn’t he laugh later..like maybe sumtime else..not infront of me…} “Sweet…u need help”,says cute guy….”and hey am sorry,trust me am not laughin at you but with you….so hope no bad feelings…”{Thought#3 is he crazy???? bad feelings??? no way dude….but please don’t laugh rite now!!!} my name is called out and am supposed to go sing…cute guy tells me to chill and be calm{Thought#4 calm?? at this time….???} anyway i go on to stage and the next thing is so crazy!! i mean i would have actually actually began crying…the audience seemed to be losing their patience waiting for me to start but the damn words just wudn’t come back to my head!!!! damn! cute guy..major distraction…i can see him moving towards the stage and then he’s ON STAGE!!!! {Thought#5. what the……oh my God i can’t believe this!!!} Cute guy takes the mike and announces that he’s gonna sing while i play the guitar,supposedly my throat was giving me trouble!?!(worked for me)…after we got over with the song…the applause was so super cool!!!
the moment i got off stage i wanted to run away from there….yeah everybody had figured out i didn’t know the song…had forgotten it rather…but cute guy followed me outta the place and called out to me…..for the next 10 minutes all we did was laugh our butt off….he started and i cudn’t resist laughing at myself…it is fun to laugh at yourself sumtimes…..for the next one week at that fest..we would always meet up and hang out…be part of the audience at various events….reached back home and still kept in touch with him…
now what….came to know that he’s engaged to one of my really gud seniors who also happens to be a kick ass pal of mine…damn!!!! my luck really really sucks……i really enjoyed my week long stay at pilani and will definitely cherish it…for its gud,fun and embarassing moments and horrible food times!! 
cheers and hope life’s treatin u’ll gud….!!!!!….
